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....for this is the COLORBARS AND OTHER SUCH SHINY THINGS sticky entry! [I forgot where the other awesome ones are D:]




( CUT for the happy )

I is going on a HIATUS. Kinda

because I won't be able to post anything happy and worth reading since school and some people in it is starting to eat my soul alive. I'll still try to check flist though [when I have time to flip through a bajillion pages @___@] I SERIOUSLY WANT J00 GAIZ TO LINK ME TO YOUR ENTRIES NOW. T.T


......i'll be around MSN/Y!M, though! 8D feel free to bug me ANYTIME ;D


*ETA* And when I have kids, I'm not gonna deprive them of little happiness-es.

LJ people might not have an idea about what i'm talking about but



THANK YOU.


:D

I PROMISE THIS WILL MAKE ME UPDATE MORE OFTENeven if none of you play FFVI lolololol since i don't have a writing journal i.e., no choice. um yes. i haven't written anything in AGES, so this should push me to do it >_>;;

Fandom: Final Fantasy VI [aka Final Fantasy III in the SNES]; General
@: fanfic50
completed: 0/50 [WHOO BOY.]
updated: ????!?!?!

( ZE TABLE )

HOW'S THE FLIST DOIN'? :D

Thank you all for your concern of violent nature XDD the last time, but I really wouldn't want to hurt this person or kill this person since this person is my good friend [too]. -_-;;; But right now I have the urge to STRANGLE THIS PERSON 'TIL THIS PERSON'S FACE TURNS BLUE and even thinking of this person makes me kinda sick. But this will pass and I will stop being annoyed and aggravated with this person in the end, because I love my friends extremely, and hence this person. But now....ARGH.

also, how did you guys know that this person is male when I didn't say anything that could give away this person's gender the last time? LOLOLOL

Also Liz, it's okay XD don't fret about it ♥ praning din ako kaya naiintindihan kita XD


Ah and I also now have fifteen units and can enroll on monday |D And just addmat later. or something. I dunno. che. HELLO SECOND SEMESTER OF COLLEGE

I seriously should stop disappearing from LJ

OKAY. Hurting me and being an insensitive to me is one thing.

Doing the same thing to one of my best friends IS ENTIRELY ANOTHER AND IS SO FUCKING LASJDLKFJSALKDFHKDSFG;ASDFKJDSJKSDNFJKSADFJSADFLAS RUN AWAY FAST OR I'LL BITE YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF.

SERIOUSLY. ARGH KJDFSAFJ;LDSJFLDS MADAPA KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

How was my first semester of college? a fucking rollercoaster, that's what it is XD

Now awaiting grades and shit, and then it shall soon be ENROLLMENT TIEMZ D8 NOOOOOOOOOOOO *pulls hair out* I'm hoping to be with my darlings on that day so that the waiting shall be less painful. ;__;

HELLO GUYS HOW ARE YOU DO YOU STILL KNOW MEEEEEE :( I'm Niji!

HELLO FANDOM WILL I EVER CATCH UP TO YOOOOUUUUUUU *CRIES IN ANGUISH*

I want to change my layout.


T_T


HELLO NEW FRIENDS 8D/


*/attempt at decent blog entry*

imissyouimissyouimissyou

I had it cut D: TTLY SCREWED UP METHINKS.






I'll post a reference picture as to how my hair was before tomorrow. X,D

PROS:

+ it won't be THAT hot
+ I don't have to iron it
+ I can mess it up and no one will notice
+I don't have to use too much shampoo X,D
+ I can dye it half blonde and style it into a fauxhawk JUST LIKE TORA 8DDD
+ I can style it some other...way
+ When it grows longer, I'll look like...someone XD

CONS:

-it's short and I HATE IT D8;;;.... and so does everyone else I know XD

.....the pros weigh slightly more than cons so i'll keep a cheerful face on 8D

*stares at jillions of updates at le flist* HALLO THAR. D: 8DDDDDDDD

Meep it's almost 11pm, I think I should sleep early before my eyebags consume my face X,DDDD

THEY'RE HERE LK;DJFS;ALKJF;jaslkdja;lsfahlkjdnsfhasfgrkhdlksjcx *DIES*
I THOUGHT THEY WERE LOST IN THE JUNGLE THAT IS THE CUSTOMS OFFICE 8,DDD;;;;;;
I'm not opening them. EVER. because I'm insane. 8DDDDD *happy dances*


Currently in what I'd like to call a 'voice-abuse hangover' because of all the screaming I [and elaineheartsyou(Elaine) XD] did while cheering for our weedle department yesterday during the Uni Orientation. Hey, the Ling people are only 20+ while the amount of people in other departments can reach up to 100++. We need to be competent D:

So I got a sore throat and wa all sniffly this morning because that always happens when I abuse my vocal chords. But then I got a little feverish by mid-afternoon, so I took medicines and slept and now I'm a little better 8DDD thank goodness we don't have school today or I'd have been a wreck. I hope the hangover isn't as bad come Friday, because tomorrow I think we'll have more screaming to do X,DDD;;;;

Oh yesterday was fun. ( Here, I will babble about it. )

Oh but the REALLY FUN PART was the AMBUSH RALLY 8,DDDDDDDDDDDD When they were about to sing the school song a bunch of people RUSHED into stage and they were screaming about tuition fee hikes and other stuff and waving banners and OMGCHAOS. They had to turn off the mic and have the band play REALLY LOUD to drown them out. Then these people later blocked our exit [I think] so we were held up for quite some time inside. It was chaotic, I swear. I LOVED IT 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


Ugh I need to drink anti-sniffly medicines in a while v_v;;;

I CAN'T REPLY TO ENTRIES/COMMENTS IN THE SPEED I USED TO HAVE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ;_________; Sorry flist. Prz to be shameless and link me to all the entries you make. I am serious. 8D


<sub>Dear alice nine.,
I love you insanely. INSANELY. But seriously, WHY DO YOU NEED TO RELEASE A SINGLE IN JULY WHEN YOU'VE JUST RELEASED WHITE PRAYER RECENTLY???? WHYYY??? DON'T YOU HAVE ENOUGH MONIES FOR LUBE ALREADY D: I might just starve myself to death to save up for it and IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.
....THAT BETTER BE A DAMNED GOOD SONG, YOU HEAR ME D:

..... I love you 8DDDD</sub>

evil_zucchini, kawaii_shuai, xxmiaviixx and I spent the whole day together at evil_zucchini's place for oodles of random fun. yup XD many quotable quotes were uttered today, but I rely on evil_zucchini to recall most of them. These are what I remember:

A. *watching POTC2; about Will Turner's naked and gashed back*
Me: You know, that's actually hot, in a ----
evil_zucchini: In a Jesus kind of way? XDDD

B. *still watching POTC2, the scene where Elizabeth and Jackiepoo ALMOST kissed blablabla*
Me: .....That's really hot in so many disturbing ways O________O


OHNOES SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM MY DIRECTIONAL IMPAIRMENT DDDDDDDDD8;;;;;;;; *runs around screaming*

I really should fix my stuff now. Then check ze flist and icon some of the icons i need to icon [I ABUSE THE WORD ICON HAH]

...OH LOOK I SPENT MY LAST WEEK BLOGGING EVERYDAY WOO LOLOL whut.

Things to do todeh:

- icon
- finish layout
- practice bass
- punch Aoi for ka_dono XDDDDDDD
- sleep
- prepare things for tomorrow
- sleep sommore

apparently, the fact that my internet is shitty encourages me to diss it more by updating everyday.

\8D/

( K-neechan expresses dislike for the faces that Aoi makes---err, or the lack thereof, and makes an artistic interpretation. 8DDDDDDDDD )


WIN Y/Y?????? 8,DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


stfu i know i'm easily amused D: this is why i don't like staying in bed even if i should 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDD




DAMYOO ELJAY YOU DON'T SEND ME MY REPLIES EMAILS DDDDDD8 *stalks all the entries she replied to nah i'll do it later*

OMG GUYZ GUESS WHO THE ONE ON THE PIC IS

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA 8,DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;;;;;;;;
_{I have a bit of katakana-reading pawarz and I'm only basing it there and on my not-too-reliable identifying skeelz. It may or may not be who I think it is, but I think I've got a pretty good idea XDDDDD}

...................AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OH MAN I AM SO MUCH HAPPIER NOW XDDDDDDDDDDDD *waits impatiently for trans* *ETA* Well apparently, my identifying skills are NOT bad at all. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA _{[img credit]}


ps: I'm still makin' icons as a 'GOODBYE-I'M-GOING-TO-COLLEGE-AND-WON'T-HAVE-TIME-TO-ICON-ANYMORE-LOL' present for the flist so tell me if you want and if you have any pic in mind and....read the last entry, because that's so much more interesting XDDDDDDD





*ETA* <sub>oh happiness lasts only for so long. I still thank you, Shou. You have no idea how that entry made me so amused X,DDDD;;;

My paranoia causes extreme worry which causes extreme headaches and nausea and I will try to sleep this off for a while - -;;;;</sub>

Nope, internet's still bad. Well actually, it only acts up when I have firefox open and I'm talking to someone on MSN. So I'll just not use firefox when talking to someone on msn, because I REFUSE TO USE IE UNLESS NECESSARY. DDDDDDDD:

....Since most of the people in the flist who is going to college posted their skeds already and I'm a jealous bitch XD, ( here's mine, with some rambling on free time skeds and how fucking large the state U is and stuff )

I'm probably meeting up genki_princess on Thursday [next week of course], if I'm confident enough in my commuting and directional skills [which I am not at the moment XDD if you didn't click on the cut of doom, I've stated that I'm veeerryy directionally impaired]

School starts on the 12th AND I DON'T WANNA GO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAVE MEEEE DDDDDDDDDD: *CLINGS* and I'm gunna see meicdon13, pearlpaopao and elaineheartsyou and some other non-lj-ing friends and PARTAY WOOHOO attend classes and the Uni orientation and stuff. 8D

hmmm waddelse. OH, I've been making icons for a bunch of people since I raburabu them so HAY FLIST DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE YOU AN ICON AS A 'GOODBYE-I'M-GOING-TO-COLLEGE-AND-WON'T-HAVE-TIME-TO-ICON-ANYMORE-LOL' PRESENT? You better have pictures though, and other things you want in it XDDDDD and JUST ONE BECAUSE I TAKE FOREVER TO MAKE ICONS. You can expect them by next year on Christmas ....I'll try to make 'em as soon as I could 8DDD

Oh I rly should change my layout, this one's like....ages old lololol. I wonder how it's like to make layouts for paid accounts [PS: misao_duo, I LOVE YOU D:]

okay that's it for now? 8DD/ OMG I THINK I MADE A REAL BLOG ENTREH LOLOLOLOL


PS: .......yeah, he's really back, guys. XDDD

FUCK DAMMIT I WILL KILL MY INTERNETZ WITH FIRE AND FEED IT TO CHIKO IF IT DOESN'T STOP BITCHING RAWR AKSDKASL;JGSDHF

So I spent the monies I was supposed to spend on a 1-year paid LJ on buying both versions of alice nine.'s WHITE PRAYER, because I am probably a little insane and I love these guys like no tomorrow and would like to give them monies for them to buy their lube happy things.

Then I received an email telling me that SOMEONE MORE INSANE THAN I misao_duo got me a paid acct.


......I'M TOTALLY TORN BETWEEN WANTING TO STRANGLE YOU BECAUSE YOU SPENT MONIES ON ME AND SQUISHING YOU FOREVER BECAUSE YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL AND AWESOME AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN AND ;LKDFASDKFAK;SLDJFAWERLFLKJSDF94IWEOJFSDLHFSA;DKL LOVELY LOVELY PERSON *DIES ON KEYBOARD*

I thought this day was just gonna get worse and worse and you do not HAVE ANY IDEA how long it took me to calm down HOW A;LSKDADJFKJDS I AM ABOUT THIS. T____________________________T YOU ARE ALL KINDS OF AWESOME I WANT TO STAB YOU WITH LOVE AKLSDJAKFJDFJKJSHGHLSDF;ASDF THIS MADE MY DAY BETTER AND I WILL SQUISH YOU TO DEATH WHEN YOU GET ON MSN SO YOU BETTER HAVE LOADS OF PHOENIX DOWN WITH YOU, WOMAN. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD asl;kd;lasdjsfl;dkjjkgdf *BRAIN DIES* Excuse me while I rape my new iconspace 8DDDDD

[/absolutely weird expression of love]


........on other news, NAO IS ALIVE 8DDDDD I think he heard me and ka_dono talk about how we'd dump him for Shou's chest if he doesn't blog or do something cute soon. xDDDD

SHOU. CHEST. KITTY. ;LASKD;LASKD;SADJF;LJSKADF;LAKJSDF


= dead Niji

I WOULD LIKE SOME SHOU A LA MODE PRZ. damn you, Shou. e___E;;;;

*runs off to icon*


dammit, the netz is still wonky D: *struggling to reply to comments*

IMPORTANT THINGS THAT HAPPENED:

- dreamt of a threesome smut fic material. Does anyone want details, I want this thing written down my brain ate most of the details already though but still 8DDDDDDDD

- The existence of the icon I'm currently using, c/o ka_dono. I couldn't stop looking at it earlier and it was fiendishly telling me to delete all my other userpics and use only it. But I am more rational now and can tell it to stfu and behave like a good icon 8DDDDDD

then big headache of doom and omgican'tbreathe attacks again DDD: then I beat it with the supaa!stick of stubborn willpower and it ran away. \8D/ but it ate the rest of my giddyhappiness for today.

l;aksdasld'fd

ka_dono showed me peeektchurs of her in arisu's tour shirt!!! *O* SHE'S SUCH A CUTIE and the shirt's so gorgeous <333 if she won't post those pics, then i will 8DDDDDDDDDD [in a stalker-ish manner ohohoho >8DDDD] FOR TEH GREATER GOOD YO.

Okay I better go to bed before I get mesmerized by this icon again. dlka;skd;alsdkas *tears eyes away from it*

Oh, I am feeling light-headed and in a weirdly good mood. And I feel like posting twice in a day. This must be a sign that the dreary emo clouds of doom are leaving me alone \8D/ too bad for you guys, you get to see my posts more XP

stolen from fly_little_wing because I want to. TOO BAD 8DDD

( It sounds like twinkle twinkle! )


With this I realized I've been tagged to a lot of memes that I have yet to do but will do when I'm sane enough 8DDD

;alksdakf;jdsf.

I'm leaving tomorrow and for the whole day wahhhhh D: I want to stay in bed forever T___T *clingu* and practice bass. I'm seriously getting out of shape D:

I have many things to say, but this will to for now.


I looked at this entry. Is it wrong for me to think that "Oh, did Nao log in the wrong blog? 8DDD"


.....ahahahhaahhaha.





*flomps*

I've got a big headache. D8

*runs off*

*ETA* Is it also be wrong to be amused by the fact that mxujee7star sms-ed me, telling me that she and her blockmates are reading a9 pr0n? XDDDD

because I MUST pimp the awesomeness that aleilisth made: anonymous LOVE MEME OF AWESOMENESS COME AND JOIN THE LOVE BB. ;DDDDD


xx

Today I told myself, "Until you freaking finish and post your jrock_50 claim, you WILL NOT BATHE D8" I woke up early to finish as soon as possible since...today is also the deadline 8DDD *PROFESSIONAL PROCRASTINATOR DESU* I had fifteen left to do yesterday, and since I take hours to make a decent icon, it wasn't easy 8| not to mention i get easily sidetracked. fufufufufu AAANYWAY, I finished fourteen yesterday and had only one more to do today. I woke up at 7:30 am, and I managed to bathe at around 2:00 pm.

8,DDDDDDD

SO! here it is if you're curious and i know you are ;D. It's nothing like what those superamazing! people from my friends list do *COUGHCOUGHCOUGH* and I'm kind of sad because I somehow rushed through 'em and all, but I still am insanely proud for FINISHING SOMETHING. \8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD/

Now I can make my new layout, since I told myself when I started with the claim "NO ICONNING OTHER ARTISTS OR DOING OTHER GRAPHICS UNTIL YOU FINISH YOUR JROCK_50 CLAIM DDDD8"

after I crosspost it to some comms, I will celebrate by watching White Prayer \8D/

[/reeeeeeeeeeaaally pointless babble]

I've neglected my bass for a while now D8 I think I'll go give it some love Saga-style HAHAHAHAHA practice later. x3

....LJ doesn't send me replies sometimes D8 *stabsit* and my pc's bluetooth thingie is broken so I can't upload pics from my phone : (


oh and I'm wondering if any of you call Uruha "Urupon"? Because I learned months ago that it was apparently his nickname 8DDDD;;;; *not a huge gazE fan* and I keep forgetting to ask. I'm also wondering if any of you had GazettE's Reila? I'm pretty sure at least one of you in teh flist of love has it, so I'm imploring to your kindness 8DDD